I personally feel that life is what you make it. You cannot change the cards life has dealt you, but you can determine the way you will play them.
A beautiful friend shared a short video about focusing on the good and not on the negative. This is what it says
“The world will not always appreciate the good that you do but will put you down for the one mistake that you make, rise above the criticism and stay strong. Don’t amplify that one thing. Don’t let compliments get to your head and don’t let criticism get to your heart.”
I encourage you to focus on what is possible, positive and good instead of what you feel you cannot do, the negative and the flaws. Today you can work to bring out your (as well as others) positive qualities so that everyone can be happier, contented and more at peace.
Don’t give up on yourself even if things look messy. After all, you are the one who will determine what you will do with all the God’s given abilities that you have.